End of the Year Reflection

We’ve almost finished week two of summer around here, and after taking a breather following the last day of school, this always feels like a good time to reflect back on the year and begin prepping for the next one. Like most teachers, I’ve been thinking about what went well, what didn’t, what new things I tried that I’ll keep and what new things I tried that I’ll never try again. This is how most of my Junes are spent (reflecting, exercising regularly, reading novels, actually cleaning my house, etc). BUT. My reflections on this most recent school year are quite different than normal because my life is in a state of happy disarray. This is due to three major things, each vaguely related to the other.

Number one: I got engaged in December (omggg!!!). Look, aren’t we cute?


My wedding is July 29 (one month from today!!). Because of this, most of the extra hours I usually devote to schoolwork at home got hijacked this year by venue shopping, dress fittings, and meetings with florists. Obviously, the blog took a bit of a back seat since life and the school year stepped in. My last blog post was dated September 9…and then the teach-plan-grade-eat-something-edit-the-guest-list-try-not-to-fall-asleep-before-8:30 grind took over.

Number two: we decided to buy a house together so we could move in right after the wedding. We spent a solid three months hunting and then a solid three months getting my fiance’s house ready to sell. Because not all of this lined up perfectly, we’ve spent the last couple months living in between stacks of clothes and driving around cars that feel more like mobile storage units. But we (finally) have possession of the new place, and his house (finally) is under contract, and we (finally) get to start moving into our new home as soon as the painters are done in a week or so.

Number three: after months of soul-searching, a lot of pros and cons lists, and more than a few good cries, I decided to accept a job as a corporate trainer in the private sector. I’ll be working in Spanish and English, restructuring the company’s professional development, and updating a bulk of their curriculum, which is slightly terrifying but extremely exciting. It was also a good move for us personally, as the job has more benefits and will have a lot more flexibility than teaching when we start our family.

Even though my head knows this new job is an obviously outstanding opportunity that I’d be a fool not to take, my heart is a little broken over the thought of leaving the classroom. I may write a fair share of posts over things I miss about teaching (the kids, the kids, the weird crazy energetic moody insanely awesome middle-school psycho kids), and maybe a few about what I don’t miss (hello sprinting to the teacher bathroom line between classes). But so far I haven’t been able to turn off my teacher brain. I still want to peruse Twitter for the latest tech tool. I still want to figure out ways to turn popular Latin songs into relevant language lessons. I still get pumped when I happen across a PERFECT authres infographic. I still want to read about and promote the social-emotional development of teenagers, and I still see weird things in Walmart that I want to turn into something amazing for my classroom (Basketball-hoop-shaped trashcan? Possibilities are endless).

For that reason, I’ve decided to revive this blog and keep it living. Now that I won’t come home from work physically and emotionally exhausted every night, I’ll actually have time to think and process and design truly outstanding lessons. I’ll have time to share my favorite projects and favorite techniques. I’ll even still be able to steal borrow a ton from the teacher PLN I’ve loved being a part of the last couple of years, and bring that joy into the conference room working with adults.

In short, though my new job is exciting and I will be throwing everything I have at it, my heart is still that of a teacher’s. And until it’s not, I want to keep developing materials for the classroom. If I won’t be using them anymore, maybe someone else can. I look forward to continuing with you on this journey, and if I can ever be of any help please don’t hesitate to contact me. In the meantime, enjoy reflecting, recharging, reading up on what’s going to be great for next year, or just reading trashy novels. It’s the most wonderful time of the year. Happy summer.


2 thoughts on “End of the Year Reflection

  1. jdegenhardt says:

    First, congratulations on all of your wonderful life changes! Your enthusiasm as a teacher comes through with every word in your post. There is no doubt in my mind that this same entusiasmo will be brought to your new job. As I teacher myself (a Spanish teacher, too!), I know great energy when I read it. Your new employer will be tickled to have you on board! Now, my query… I am looking to make a professional change similar to yours. Do you have a site/search engine/crystal ball that you consulted to find this new job posting? I imagine that this week is extremely busy for you, but if/whenever you have the chance, I’d love to hear your thoughts!
    And, I hope that your wedding day (T minus 6 days!!) is the best ever! 🙂


    • Emily Lillian says:

      Hi there! Thanks so much for your kind words. I wish I had a magic crystal ball I could share with you, but I got recruited for this new job by someone in my family. If you find a similar opportunity let me know; I’d love to share perspective with someone going through the same thing. Wish I could be more helpful, and best of luck!


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